A kiss is never a kiss, there is always one person wanting more than the other can give, I want my hand to be held by someone underneath a starry sky. I want kisses beneath a full moon, I want a smile to be just for me, directed at me, created for me and just for me. I want someone to love me in spite of all my faults, I want someone to go that extra mile and make me feel just that little bit more because they can and because they want to. I want a love that even time can't record, I want it to be special and magical and all the things that go with finding that person, that one person who just gets you and lets you be you. They don't constantly question you and try to figure out who you are instead you discover yourself with that person, each day is a learning curve except that it's like the best education you never knew you always wanted until they blazed a trail right into your life and heart and all you can think is that you don't who you really are without them standing beside you and holding your hand just because they can.
Sometimes I have vivid dreams of what it will be like I wake up and am left feeling disconsolate because I know that one day I will find that person and it will be so much better than anything I could have written or imagined. It will take me by surprise and make me feel differently about everything but in the best kind of way. I know who I'm meant to be, the journey of getting there is half the fun, because of all the amazing people you meet on the way. I've always known I had a talent for something, writing came at me and gave me a reason to know who I am. It gives me hope that one day when all is said and done when I have reached my ultimate potential and surpassed it I'll have written my greatest work and that man will be next to me holding my hand and sharing who he is at heart with me, cos that's all that really matters. Doing what you love with all your heart and having the person next to you who you love with all your heart. I have a tattoo that says 'L'amour'-it's the most important thing next to writing for me and I had it done in Paris to remind myself of all the love that surrounds us. We just need to be a little braver and take that leap when we see an opportunity present itself. Love is wasted on those who never do a damn thing about it. I have always taken the risk and sometimes it was wonderful, sometimes it was the worst possible thing in the world but through it all was a piece of me getting that much more fulfilled because I never have to look back and go 'What if' I already know the answer. I guess what I'm trying to say is that, this is not a dress rehearsal, this is life-do the things that make you happy and fall in love as often as possible-because there is nothing quite like it and hey who doesn't want to fall in love. Take a risk, you might surprise yourself with how much richer your life becomes because you dared to be a little edgier.
Love. Live. Write. Breathe
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